I guess I just wanted to call and keep it light...wish him a happy valentine's day and let him know that son and I have had a good week. Tell him how busy we have been..gone out to dinner, been going to gym on free membership, going to AA, gone to counseling, got book deal, going to V-day dance, etc... You see, he isn't here to see any of this stuff...so he does notice I am NOT calling or emailing, but he doesn't know what is going on... But I guess I can skip calling him... it's just hard to not even call him on Valentine's Day...and I'm not so sure that is really a good idea...he is pretty mushy deep down and is very jealous and sometimes quite insecure...so I thought calling to just say hey happy valentine's day with no I love you's...might just be a good in between thing...
Anyway, just got back from the gym...am going to an AA meeting in a few minutes...tonight am taking son swimming at the gym to take advantage of free week membership...we are going to look into the hours at the high school pool ...much cheaper than joining the gym...no sauna, but so what...it's in our price range...CHEAP....
totite...im me if you see me online...
Hugs to all for keeping me in line....I know I need to really toe a strict line here...it's just so darn hard...
