So a lot has happened in the last week or so.

I've let the nanny go so I don't need to be reminded of what led to the failure of our marriage.

Living in the Caribbean at the moment but seriously considering a move back to the UK. This would make things very real. I would reckon if I do that there would be no chance of reconciliation. I have a 2 month old and a 2 year old so life as a single mom is going to be hard no matter where I live...

Given the possible move I unintentionally broke the no relationship talk rule! Doh! My husband is so stubborn that I believe that we must be truly over. However we've still not made our separation public- by his request.

Has anyone else been in a situation were they thought there was no hope left?


M- 4
T- 6
S- 2m
D- 2y