He thanks for taking time to check in on me. One thing to mention my STANZA did say it bothered her if I date. So .really she just want to stay married because she makes a lot less than I do and has much more expensive tastes. So when we split and our incomes change she can't afford her stuff anymore and its all stuff I can live without. That's really how I see this. She didn't mention anything about wanting to stay M because of anything but money. And the kicker is she wouldn't even care if I wanted to date. I'm not interested in people that would want to date a married man with an "arrangement" if I'm going to one day be with someone else as a partner I will have no hope of that as a "married" man in the way my W is proposing here. Yuck
What if the way you are seeing things now its not really the way things are? What if you are just believing thats the way they are? I mean they can be the way you think, but they can be the other way around as well... What you trully want its a D?
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
