Per your other thread, I see you reaching for answers.

Your answer is no, your not alone.

That is about all you can get from asking. All the reasons in the world wont make you feel better. You are hurt and mad and you should be, that is OK.

What drew you to him in the begining?

M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy