Ok..OK...OK>>>I do have too much time on my hands...am coming to my senses...
I am going to really try to stop even thinking about him for a while. Hopefully, I get the title assignment for this book in the next day or so and I can start working again. It's just so hard when I am not working and don't drive and am stuck in the house all the time...it sucks...pardon my language...even when I get out in the morning and get out a bit at night...I am home in between all day by myself and have nothing to do...it drives me nuts...and that is when I start obssessing about H.
I have NOT called or beeped him though and that is real progress for me. I was thinking about calling him on Valentine's Day...to wish him a happy V day...but don't think I better...you guys would all probably clobber me with 2x4's ....huh? Or are you gonna cut me a little slack and say ok, call him on V Day since he is away at work and you haven't been calling him, but keep it light and brief and then don't call him again?
So, anyway, no matter what, I will go to the sober AA dance and pot luck with son and try to keep my mind off of H...hope I can do it. C'mon editor, send me the title name for sure, so I can start working on it! I NEED to get busy with something...I NEED to fill the dead hours of my day ...I can't just keep posting here because all it does it make me think about H...
