Arggg I am having a tough day today, I am overwelmed with payments I have to do, pay the rent, pay a few parking tickets, pay the phone bill...I am working but I can see my pattern of wanting to pay all that at once to not incur in late fees, I cant control that part
It brings me back to the point in my head that keeps telling me: if you dont pay all this debts right away she will see no changes and sent you the D papers... So thats my path I keep believing that I will be punished for not doing things "right" and I start to freak out and get in the fear mood...
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.