Wife wants a divorce

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Just got back from our first session with a counselor.

Came out that she still doubts the changes I've made. She resents me because I didn't want to do anything about the marriage last year when she wanted to(I thought it would just get better with time). There was no arguing or fighting. When we were leaving she said, "you didn't want to go to the other guy because his website said he deals with divorce and getting through it but you pick this guy and he says in the first session that he believes this is worth saving?" So i feel like she is going to resist reconciling even more now. I told her I didn't know he was so pro-marriage, that he did marital counseling and was Christian based. That's all i knew(was referred to us by my healthcare provider).

We leave for Florida tonight to visit my grandmother while our daughter is on spring break. Still applying the LRT but am so discouraged at the moment.