Spouse tried I didn't, now opposite

[whytry]

I know I've been scatter brained and my mind has been all over the place. I truly apologize to those trying to help and keep up. The bad news has me really turned upside down. Dealing with my spouse being "done" and the news of my grandmother's health is tearing me apart. She has survived breast cancer, two brain cancer surgeries and now is in decline. My thoughts are hard and sad and confused