Hi Sean. I can't offer much as I'm very new to this nightmare but I can see you're in pain and trying...keep your head up and hopefully some more experienced people can respond with some advice...

Jenn

M:41
H:38
D:6
D:3
M:11 yrs
T:15 yrs
Bomb: Feb 8/14
Seperated: Feb 12/14

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." Plato