Keep working on you and "fake it till you make it." Keep acting strong and tell yourself you don't need to contact her.

If you want to tell her something, write it down on a piece of paper. Then read it, examine your thoughts and feelings and then throw it away, burn it, tear it up, whatever you need to do to get through those feelings.

You can do this.


M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15