I have my goals in mind...just not written out specifically..so here goes...

1. Treat H like friend.
Win back H by winning back friendship first.
2. Do not call H at work.
Give H space...stop pursuit, get h to call me.
3. Go to AA.
Stay sober.
4. Go to counseling this Friday.
work on own issues.
5. Go to church.
keep conscious contact with God and keep social contact with healthy religious folks.
6. Go to bible study.
same result as five
7. Make arrangements to go to treatment.
stay sober work on deeper issues
8. Continue to take meds.
keep chemical imbalance at bay
9. Continue to take care of self and son.
feel better
10. Work on Writing.
feel better, make money

I am responsible for my own happiness.