Keep your chin up bright. I'm the other side of your story. I was the unhealthy spouse that knew I was wrong and refused to see it. My loving spouse's patience healed my wounds (took a long time) but I have a reverence for them now that I can not explain and would give them my last breath to make their life beautiful. I hope your h will see the true joy he could have loving you unconditionally. My story is one of disaster so keep the faith cuz i have never been this way in my life!
W-37 Me-37 M-16yrs & 5days W "Done" Day = Valentine Day 2014 D-8/13/2014 S16 S13 S11 D8