Our daughter is staying at my mom's tomorrow because we have our first appointment with a therapist tuesday and she is on spring break. My wife asked if I wanted to go to dinner after she came to see our daughter at my mom's house after work. I don't sense any tension between us and actually looking forward to it. Just wish I didn't have to work but we all are going to my grandmother's house tuesday night (this trip has been planned a while and my daughter refuses to go without my wife so she's going.) She actually sounds like shes looking forward to it. talking about going to the beach and i told her about some parks i've found to take us to.
She has mentioned that maybe my change this time isn't temporary(i haven't changed my attitude this long ever(my attitude toward her, crankiness etc)) I told her I just want to be a happier person, and i actually made an appointment with my doctor for a physical, she was elated with this(heart disease, diabetes, mild depression run in my family).
I'll post more later, as of now things have been smooth sailing since my 180. I'm getting used to working on less sleep than usual, i set my alarm for 2pm instead of not setting it at all and sleeping til 6ish but i'm determined my attitude will not fade. I'm more committed to this than anything in my life, ever.
Me 38 Her 38 Daughter 7 Married 11 Together 16 BD 3/21/14 Moved out 3/8/15 D final 3/11/15
