I know what you mean by the crazies at the door. He has said a lot of people have turned him into hr for nothing. Funny how he has been there for 10 years and had no problems. Right now it probably is not related to ow, as she would lose job too. But I do not trust h or ow right now. When he works there are a multitude of people who could work under him. I think it is someone who feels like he favors ow and other scummy friends. I so wanted to take the envelope if evidence, but I already know it is happening, seeing pictures would be hard to forget.
I thought about filing for divorce, but I am not ready. My income may change in October. My work us being bought out and there are no guarantees, also if they offer me a job I have to interview for my own same dam job...ugh
My parents have said they will move and help. We can either live next to each other or same household. It is not what I want as I want h. But it would be next best thing for my girls. I worry though because my parents are in their 70s and dad still works. I don't want them to bust into retirement for me.
Meanwhile, h still blames me for everything. We can talk about everyday stuff and not fight because I choose what I say carefully. Now looking back I see the mlc was coming on. I didn't realize it because he has always been depressed. He had a horrible childhood and now h and ow are sharing their bad childhoods to heal, as he cancelled his ic. I also feel like the first time he said he wanted a divorce in his head it was ok to go from ea to pa. The scary part is to think his scummy friends could end up helping raise my sweet girls.
He has done so much against or religious beliefs that I worry will never get him back. The only commandment he has left is murder....ugh. I just wish he would realize the horrible feeling is in him, not to do with me. He says it is hard because everyone says I am very nice and a great mom, what is he thinking.
