You know this is my FOURTH time going through this and I can say with 99.9999% certainty it's my last. I fought AD last time until it had reached a pretty dark point. Yesterday I decided to start them again and maybe it's my imagination. But the same thing happened last time. The fog has been lifted. I don't like drugs but I couldn't function any longer. I would send the kids to school then crawl in bed and sleep.
Your sitch is very similar to mine as you know. I have walked around on eggshells with him for too long. I know once we both cross this part of the bridge the other side will look so good we won't ever look back. There are good men out there that will know our worth. For now we need to get rid of the extra weight that is bringing us down.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
