She left - 2

[gogofo]

Little update. Friday morning W came over and took kids to school, not much talk or interaction.

Today she sent me a pic of each kid mid day. Around 7:00 I got a call from the car with the kids talking. W then invites me to come and join them on a "kiddie cone" run. She drives across town to pick me up and we head out. She buys me a drink then off to Starbucks for her.

She asked if I was in a hurry and we head out for a 15 minute ride around town, then drops me off. Kiss kids goodbye and that's it.

She said the kids asked about dad and ice cream so they called me. Truth, lie, excuse, or whatever, she invited me along. Conversation and interaction was light hearted and fun, ever enjoyable and reminiscent of when we were good. I can't help but feel like this was like a mini or trial date. Only she knows her true intentions, but it was pleasant none the least.

Just when I start to feel different and think less about her and more about me this happens. Coincidentally or not who knows. It was enjoyable but may not mean anything. Felt great to be like a family again, but not trying to read into it or get my hopes up.

Being honest I think she may be starting to feel or see me differently. That being said, I am going to keep holding course because it may still be working.