Wants to leave again after a month!!!

[DFE]

YE21 you are so right. I went back and read your posts. Your writing has even changed in such a short amount of time. I wish I had listened to all the vets on this board at the beginning. I am always making excuses to justify things I do. Always. I want this to wok so badly that I am trying to manipulate the situation.

Mr Bond you always give great advice. It's so hard for me to follow because it's always been me trying to convince him that D is wrong for our life. I now know that only he knows what's right for his life and I'm letting him go. I'm not trying to hold on anymore. Yes I would have loved for this to workout but I just need to let it go. It's been too many years. I haven't really made any significant changes.

I need to work on the separation agreement. I have most of it figured out. The business is the only thing left. It's the hardest part to divide. We've been able to agree on everything else.

We will go on this trip as friends. Not much contact. Maybe it can be a closure trip. I'm broken but need to eventually piece myself back together.