It is so crazy to think what they can do, I am absolutely dumb founded. At first I did not think it was mlc BC no one believes in them. He has done too much for it to be anything else. He also seems to be working his way to nervous breakdown.
It is do hard BC he is in spare bedroom, and will not allow me to hug or kiss him, do I stopped trying. He does this thing of fake sleep walking to try to be intimate. I used to give in, but I stopped as I am not sure where he has been. I can see him going free Willy since he had had big v surgery.
Ow who claims is only bff is almost 50 and lives with her mommy. Ow is calling all the time for husband duties - can you fix fence, plant garden, mow yard. It drives me nuts. He tells me what he is going to do and I just say have fun, then I grab the girls and ho play somewhere.
Thanks for suggesting when they talk act interested. I had no clue. Most of the time I just sit quiet and wonder when I don't have to hear about his nonsense. I will have to work on this one and get out my doe eyes and listen to every syllable just like dating.
I have been reading lots of relationship books, and if noticed some problems we both have. But the worst is when cannot work on them BC of the situation. I almost think if there wad not ow, he would not be so bad.
So at first when he said he wanted divorce, he said he was staying BC I am not ready and he wants us to he friends. The second time he hired L for 24 hours then saw how thin I was when changing clothes, and said he cancelled BC I am sick. Now this time he says when work is resolved he is divorcing me...ugh I hope it us more fluff. He is close to our daughters and I cannot see him leaving them. But who knows?
I had no idea that mlc are so long. Ugh. I also get the feeling that I will stand forever and be hurt.
