Hi Luke

good advice and I like the idea of asking what sort of talking should happen so he is not feeling manipulated.
I agree too with open but how to do that
He has never been really open..keeps things to himself...obviously brooding over them but never mentioning things until now.. and some of them were not rewriting and were real issues and should have been discussed but I did not realise they were a problem.

I suspect we re working at cross purpsoes.. he is trying to end our relationship.. I am trying to .. I was going to say save but more reinvent.. I knowpursuing will not work so the idea of space..
Big day Sunday.. together all day..let'S see how that works..

calm calm calm..no R talk

What attracted me to him. Good question because I hung on every word he said.I think questioned nothing..praised

My tulips were out today Luke and I thought of you.
Last year I planted a white garden but a stray yellow one must have got in there some where they are all pale lemon this year..
enjoy the Spring

I will think on the attraction idea.. I sure was not assertive or in control.. iwas happy to let him do all the control..


M 10 T 14

BD 10/13
I really don't get it..