I am very happy to come here and read that you took a vacation and have gone back to school. Your family should be very proud of you. MLC is not for the faint of heart, but you've managed to climb the hill and are now seeing what the horizon holds for you.
I am very proud of you. You and your family have grown so much over the last year and look at what all of you have accomplished. Go, girl!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.