There is my old thread, if it works. Still doing better but not doing enough. I finally started exercising a little but am not where I want to be. I feel like I've accomplished things and then look around and everything is the same. I know what needs to be done but don't take action. Crazy. Worked with this with my IC and failed my first task yesterday, lol!! But, am not giving up, will get it done today and be back on track.
Still need to find GAL activities that I enjoy. Once I get back in shape I would like to start running races again. Trying to plan a girls night out. Really feel like I need to find and get back to myself. I lost myself even before the BD which I'm sure played a part. One day at a time, now I'm going to go our for a walk!
J
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since