Separate and Filed walking on

[melissag]

I think sometimes when I was stressed or worried I had someone to tslk to. Although not so much foe the past couple of years at least. So...she didn't really add anyrhing thst I miss today. It was more the idea of what I wanted. Make sense foe me to say that.

I'm right there with you, Paul. My H wasn't really there for me when I needed him, but at least it was another adult in the house - it seemed better than nothing. I also think that the things I miss about H are mainly things that didn't really exist anyway. Sad to think about, but maybe gives me hope that this is for the best. ?

"re read her txt from last week after she got served. Something bothered me about it. In it she sounds truly startled thst I actually filed. I really don't get it. Why did she think i would just keep going like this...?"

Because you have been going like this for years, right?

Regardless, don't torture yourself trying to figure her out. She is lost right now and nothing she does is going to make sense to you. Keep focusing on Paul.