I listened to some music tonight from a band I like, shinedown. That was relaxing. Its raining and I like the sound of the rain on the roof. D16 Came home and fell while taking her shower. She hit her head and has a small shiner on her cheek. Nights like this make me feel my sitch more. Its bothers me thst W is so distant from the kids and me too.

I re read her txt from last week after she got served. Something bothered me wbout it. In it she sounds truly startled thst I actually filed. I really don't get it. Why did she think i would just keep going like this...?


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14