my wife left, but still lives with me #3/continued

[tough spot]

Turns out she hasn't filed for a D already but she will be signing the papers tomorrow. Heard through the grapevine, she hasn't brought it up. I am a wreck.

I am at work, it is after five, and I am trying to build up my mental state so that I can handle being around her without breaking down. Went to IC today, all about letting go. I let it go, then take it back. I probably have posted that same sentence 5 times in the last two weeks

I have to embrace the futility of trying to 'talk some sense' into her. It just seems so obviously a waste to go this route, but she feels that we must. I know all this logically but emotionally my mind just spins and spins in circles.
'And acceptance is the key to all my problems'. Wish me luck as I chant that internally for the next few days!