You don't. You can only make a choice and work on you. What happens after is unknown.

It sounds like you might be grasping at some things to keep him close, regardless of the cost to you. I was at that point with my W before she moved out. Try to take a breath and slow down.

Don't try to fix anything right now. Do some searching to see what it is that you really need.

M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy