We have a family event tonight that I suddenly find myself struggling to pull myself together for. I was given a pretty heart wrenching reminder that I need to focus on myself, as I have forgotten Sandi's rules about spying and "believe nothing you hear and 1/2 of what you see". although in this case it seems opposite. Stupidly, I checked her Facebook account because I had been given a notification of something and saw she changed her picture to one that was her and the OM and changed her last name a little. After she had seemed to reach out to me a little over that medium, she lashes back with those items. It feels like she noticed herself getting closer to me, so she pushed me away harder. I have to reread the LRT portion of DR to see if this is where I am at now. All I know is, this last part really wounded me.
Me-39 W-39 M-2 T-7 BD 3/31/2014 Still living together
