Sometimes I imagine that a piece of my soul was shattered when I received different bombs (the initial BD, the OW reality, the moving out, etc...). And, as I put the pieces back together, or God does, I relive those moments a little to heal.
T, I think you're healing and I'm so excited for this next phase of your journey. I believe you will find real joy for you and the boys now that some separation has taken place. I feel badly for your W. She truly doesn't know what she's giving up.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson