For the first time in 12 years W says she knows I love her. I think that's a really positive step! But, her feelings for me just aren't there yet, and I think it's frustrating her. We have good days and bad days, and a lot of those nondescript kind of days... I still battle occasionally with feeling defensive, but I'm much quicker to make peace with myself. I'm not a jackass anymore, but I'm not yet the man I want to be.
Thanks for asking!
M-44 W-45 S21,S18,SS16,SD13,S5,D4 M-9y BD- May 2013 Piecing- Dec 2013