Magic, Travel safely and enjoy your time away. I hope that you'll pick up some pointers that will assist you on your journey of self discovery.
Your thread will most likely lock because you now have 104 postings. Your new thread will be #27, not #26, as you repeated your number on this one.
Have some fun and put your SO out of your head. Do not respond to any texts, emails or phone calls that he makes to you. This is your time away from the madness.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.