Things are going well. I moved on the 31st. I didn't bring many items on my initial move here, but for some reason it seemed like a lot to move....
I've never lived in such a large apartment, multiple rooms with walls. No kitchen/living room/dining room in one.
The wood floors are like a dream... and took me 2 hours to mop and shine today (sheesh).
With so much space, it looks super empty right now.
The dog is finally settling in a bit, he's a good dog this is like the 4th move in his 4 years of life. smh.
It kind of annoys me b/c my family moved around several times when I was young, so H and I were in route to finally getting a home and somewhere to settle....and now I am back to bouncing around. I hopefully will stay in this new apartment for a few years. This move was tiring...
I am excited to go "home" and get my furniture out of storage. I will be getting rid of a lot, but there are so many items I am exited to see again.
Sorry went off on a tangent.
I mailed the Dissolution papers back to H, I believe on Friday 3/28. I did not want to bring that negativity with me to my new place.... so off it went. I got shipping confirmation on it just in case something happens, proof I did mail it.... I haven't checked to see if it's been delivered to his PO Box, I probably won't check... I won't call and let him know it's been sent either, as last time we talked I did let him know I'd be sending it before the week was out and I followed through with my word.
Today was a randomly emotional day. I'm ready to leave the past behind me. It's hard to believe in miracles or just simply that good things happen for people who are purposely good people, anymore...
My birthday is this month, I think my gift to myself will be changing my phone number as another step towards ridding of the past.
One thing I've notices that this D has changed about me... is that I can't take a jokes. I am very literal know. I want to know what you mean exactly when you speak.... b/c I've been lied and had my heart broken.... I need to know what's real and what's not. I don't want to mistake lies for truth every again. My brother came to visit, that's how I noticed, he make several jokes and my responses were very serious.... he says I need to lighten up. *shrugs*
So I can only imagine what I may be like if I got in another relationship........................ *sigh*
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope
