She left - 2

[gogofo]

Thanks 25yearsmlc, I do feel different emotionally and how I express those emotions. Not a big surprise that as a male I had trouble showing emotions and being vulnerable, I just hope I will keep progressing. I appreciate your kind words and insight and really take your words to heart.

I feel different emotionally towards my situation too. The fear of ruining things or messing up is diminishes with every new day. I know I am becoming who I want to be, she needs to decide if she wants back in with an amazing person.