I know what it feels when it all seems just too much, but it will be better tomorrow.
Take the time to acknowledge your feelings, get them out of your system and then take good care of yourself.
I have been job hunting too, have found some part-time work, but it has taken 4 months, and it wont pay the bills! Hoping it will lead to something else. I think part of it is a confidence thing, all this MLC stuff knocks you to the ground in that department.
And as for your H, I don't think he has any idea of what he wants... still!
