When confused, just smile and nod! Part 6

[whytry]

I hope one day I can be strong like you BB. My kids are young and love us both so much it's hard to imagine splitting time with the 3 of them. The roller coaster is old and I'm afraid of any highs worried about the lows. Should I just let go and see if it's real? We are each somewhat happy separate, but the age old what if it could be better together? Everything I thought I knew and was doing is now in question.