You are so right. I often times think am I standing in Gods way? Is there a plan for me that I am trying to control? The fear of the unknown is so difficult for me. I do need to know NOW. Patience is not a virtue of mine but I need to work on it. I wish I had worked on me when he left last time. Had I worked on me and detached I wouldn't be feeling like this now.
I feel like he is making a big mistake by leaving his life and all that we have worked to build but you are right. Who am I to prove that to him? This is a path that I need to go down. I just need to build up enough strength to get through it.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
