hmmmph.... really starsky? how am I doing that? (not saying what you are saying is not possible, just not fully getting it yet). trying to wrap my head around it.
I guess I am concerned here... I know I would love to be intimate with him again, but at what cost?... I would be expecting much. In the long run, I still wouldn't have a commitment either.
I also won't like it if he goes elsewhere for it.... id prefer it be me.
.... I guess this is where self-value comes in to play.
One way to view this is that he is using me for safe sex, as he fears diseases & the unknown...Lucky me
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
