Journal: I met with the school guidance counselor and nurse today for D16. We worked out plans for accommodation for the rest of the year. I arranged appts and therapy schedule s for her. I made sure that all other sports and activities for the other two kids are being addressed. I am tired and my situation is weighing on me this morning.

My workout went well today. I continue to work on GAL stuff to include group activities, meeting up with nee people for time out to relax and socialize. Its just on days like this...it rings in my ears and it bugs me that things are going the way they are these days. I have to accept my reality. I can't say I like it this way. Still I have no wish to return to what was. That's not an option even if I wanted to. I'm just tired and questioning all of this today. How is this "better for everybody. .." ?

Feeling alittle sad. Just letting it be.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14