House is sold, Ive moved in, and there are no boxes anywhere. I accomplished my plan! I was 100% moved out of the 2200 sq foot house on Thur (I began at 7am and returned the UHaul at 11pm). Everything was set up and out of boxes by 7pm on Friday. D4 came home to a obnoxious pink princess bedroom on Sat. Her jaw hit the floor:)
Two days ago the deal closed- I am now "houseless"
I was so physically broken that I was unable to perform any exercise for 3 days. Yesterday was the first day I began to get back into my routine.
Now im in OCD overdrive........cleaning cleaning cleaning.
Last night while journaling I had a Epiphony (This is where you all say "no shnit stupid!"). I realized that I have no one to push me anymore. I havent seen a doctor in 2 years. I need to make a eye appt, dentist appt etc.
Bomb has exploded and its time to create a new normal.
Im knocking on wood right now- im past surviving today and tomorrow- How do D4 and I THRIVE in the new future?
Take care of you....FIRST!!!!!
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
