I'll be fine no matter what happens. My heart aches for our S10 - he won't understand why. (Like me). It's W's journey and will let her go on it. Not even sure if I'll be there when she gets back.
It's hard to understand W. W dropped S off at soccer practice and when I got home from work I asked which field he was at. W asked "when?" Not a big deal, I almost have to laugh when the fog is so thick that the simple questions are answered with a question. Keep telling myself patience, patience, 180 and GAL. This journey has helped to see our relationship from an overhead view vs right in it. If that makes any sense. You or anyone else ever feel that way too?
Me: 55, W: 46 T: 17 M: 15 S: 10 3 S prev M 25 23 21 Unhappy 10/12 Asked to move out 1/14 NILWY 2/14 Sep rooms: 1/14 BD 3/14 W filed 5/14 Trial 12/14
