I try to remember that my marriage was not a mistake nor my relationship with xH. It was what is was, we had bad and good.
I think in many ways a attracted to my exH because I was so busy always twisting myself into a pretzel to impress others I didn't know who I was. i wanted others to judge me as success because I had a cool job, a relationship and lived in the right neighborhood. I lost focused on myself and who I am
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
