MY LIFE IS WHAT I MAKE IT AND IT IS AWESOME !

[Ambivalent]

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2420344&page=1

I don't know how to put all of the other's up, but that's my last one.

I'm not as moody, the days of mourning get shorter and further apart. I am blessed to have this forum and my FB support. My daughter of two, is incredibly supportive, and I'm dating. WOW!

In less than two months it will be the one year mark for the BD. I believe I will have a t-shirt made.

I will probably send my H. a thank you card once all the legalities have been put into place. For he has given me the best gift he's ever given, aside from my two beautiful children.

He has given me the chance to rediscover myself, learn my body, find my incredible strength [ which I didn't know I had ], and tap into the joy and love that was always there. I am dating, and enjoying the ride for now.


Speaking of JTM phoned on the way to dance class last night. We set up a time today to get outside and then go be together alone. It will be a long a luscious date, for which I look forward. He is a gentle giant 6'6". Former Marine judge advocate. Currently he is a magistrate.

Knows how to pursue, chase, arouse, woo, and please. A gentleman through and through. Always places me in a safe position, opens my doors, speaks softly.

Of late he has shared his marriage, relationships with his kids. He has learned much from his wife running. He is introspective, and has the best P M A . We are both on the same page with out attitudes about our past , and the spouses . No bitterness from either of us. YAY! Love is in his heart, and mine as well.

I have figured out how to sleep the night! Nyquil... only problem for me is awakening in the morn.

Still fighting a cold, but it is not beating me..."I SHALL WIN!", says the wee woman.

Sun is a shining and I'm off to the gym, after another wee nap. Ha!

Job, yes I concur with the martyr bit. He isn't eating Ramen... matter of fact he has an expense account for which he uses quite regularly... I'm sure Julie is dined on that one. He also just got back from a trip in Arizona. My heart does not bleed for the man. He isn't happy though, I can see it and it is coming to him slowly. He'll take the whole five years.

I thought I'd stand for them, but realized I don't have the stomach to watch or participate in the destruction and havoc he has and is wreaking.

Anyhow, going back to take another nap, and then get ready for my time today with JTM. YAY!