What do you want Bright for you?

I mean, I know what we both wish would happen.... 2 years we have both been at this. Maybe I am asking you while I am asking myself as well...

I say I don't want to be stuck, but stuck I am. What is it we are so afraid of?
We have been doing our lives for 2 years now. We get up and get out the door each and everyday. We are living, but are we at our best? Are we living to the fullest? or are we just getting by, taking crumbs?
I know for me there is something back there nagging...


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13