Sometime I admire H’s conviction. Either that, or he is really not capable of true love. It seems like he decided that this marriage is not for him and he is sticking to his guns, turning off all the emotions. Or, are there any? Sometimes I wonder… I wish I could be so determined. After almost 2 years and having not found that “special” woman, he is still so determined that the decision to end our M was the right one. Gosh, it makes me think how horrible our M was to him… I know, I’m just having a pity party for myself right now.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
