Thanks for making me a fighter...

[wishing, hoping]

I know the kid's need their dad, crazy or not. They love him. They just don't understand them. But he is not capable of making them his first priority and that makes me angry. Especially when I am willing to give up almost anything to have them all the time. And of course H knows this is my weak point.

I am going back to the counselor tomorrow. He helps me stay grounded. I really need this. I am starting to get on board this crazy train. I had a friend text me tonight (she's known H for years and years) and she helped snapped ms back to reality.

Thanks everyone.

WH