oh... and he is really seeking an epiphany to help him understand what he wants. He wants direction, and happiness desperately.
He questioned if he was having a mid-life crisis... I just nodded.
He is extremely lonely. He is sexually frustrated, and missing physical touch.
He doesn't know what to do. He is hoping that the funds we took out of the company today (back wages), will help him... he wants to buy a new sea-doo.
I don't want someone who doesn't "KNOW" what they want...ME!! I find this such an insult. I know what I want and who I want and why! I don't understand how this is so confusing to him, when he says that he loves me, knows the value of our history, intimacy, etc. Saying that he will never be able to replace me... wtf? where is the problem??
He asked if I think that I will find love easily. I said that I don't think so.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
