own buz 25:mediation to reconcilliation, STFU !

[makingmagic]

I see that he wants assurances from me despite his "i dunno" position.

I didn't "say" this... but have come to realize that My position is that I love/want him, but If he is incapable of meeting me in a place where we can compromise and do the work, then I am not interested. Inspite of all my love in the world.

I had also told him that I would have been happy in a life without money, as long as we were still able to love and make love, etc. That I would have even been happy being old and miserable together, like that old couple... just being together.. That I was not letting money dictate my feelings. He pointed out how that real estate agent is very wealthy but very lonely. I said, if I were her and someone offered me her financial position or true love. I know what I would pick.

He also mentioned how stupid the whole OW thing was...but, did not want to talk about it... I said neither do I!