I so want to go into the bedroom and try to talk my wife out of this! Crazy and unreal at the same time. Discussing child custody, money, and lawyers like divorce was an everyday occurence (earlier). I was good, no R talk, just listened but also voiced my opinion/wants/needs concerning custody.
She still hasn't told me she has actaully hired her lawyer and I am just waiting to be served any day now. Maybe her lawyer told her not to tell me. Who knows. Maybe she thinks I will go ballistic, which I can't see why she would as every thing has been civil all along.
Yesterday she started crying as she said 'trust me, I am not out to steal your children'. Trust left awhile ago. I don't even know this person that my wife has become.
I keep thinking she will change her mind, and everytime I figure out she won't, there is pain. Would have figured I would know that by now......
Started exercising again today. Really need to GAL more and stop worrying about what she is thinking. Obviously my efforts haven't worked so far....running out of 180 ideas to try though
me 41 w43 married 20 years BD 10/10/13 ILYBNILWY.... 4 kids, 21,18,8,6
