Thanks for making me a fighter...

[wishing, hoping]

Idk AJ. I think he would take them just to keep them away from me out of spite. Maybe not. But I am thinking he will. Can he handle them? Can OW handle them? No and no. But that won't stop him.

I am just back to being despondent. But that's on me. I need to learn to roll with these punches. I hate this back and forth business. I didn't sign up for this. The kid's did not ask for this. Ugh.

There are days when the load is so heavy.

WH