Yes, H finally admitted to sending money to Mexico. He said it was due to a gambling loss. I'm not confident that he's telling the truth but I have no way of confirming so I let it go. I wish he would have been more forthcoming in the beginning about it then I would be more inclined to believe him.

I didn't have much to say to H last night. Before bed, he asked if I was going to stay mad at him or let it go. I told him that I was not angry but I did not believe him. H then said that I crucify him, everytime I say that I do not believe him. This was hurtful because it is never my intention to make him fell this way.

I felt if it were truly not his, he would do everything he could to prove to me that it was not. He was very nonchalant. As a mater of fact. We did not say our usual good-bye this morning. He was up all night on the internet. When I got up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night. He closed it.

I'm hurt and confused all over again.