I knew him for most of my life. We always had plans in the future for us and after his passing I felt guilty about getting married, kids, etc.
Gogofo, the universe its smart, you said this:
She asked if I had read the newspaper this morning, which I hadn't. She said that I may not want to because the was a story about my best friend who died the year we got married and his organ donations.
In my humble opinion here is a big door opening in front of your face to help you in your relationship with yourself, maybe you still have resentments towards your situation? I am not in your shoes, but I believe this happened as an oportunitty for something
At the end Gogofo all of us here are in the miracles business
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
