Thanks for making me a fighter...

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks, Job.

I thought it states in our agreement that neither parent is to go more than 7 days without placement. So I am not sure how it will work. I can't imagine H will want a full 12 days straight, if only for the costs alone. I think what upsets me more is that in 19 days time I will only have the kids for 3 overnights. This stinks! Especially when the kids are having serious issues with H and OW.

This is just making me sick and I am trying to remember that it could just as easily be me who has them this amount of time. And I don't want to be selfish, but I am freaking out about it.

And H won't be a "solo parent" he will have OW as much or as little help as she is. You know what is funny? AT BD H told me we had nothing in common and never did anything. At the beginning of their relationship H and OW went everywhere. Kayaking, biking, whale watching, etc. Now they do nothing. Now she or H can't even do the laundry. This whole situation makes me physically ill.

I am really downtrodden right now.

WH